And I've decided to cut my hair! Once I get my heart set on something, it's hard to move me from it. Was reading yet another of those Virgo personality thingys and they were saying that once a virgo girl decides on something, to change her mind is like moving a rock, because she would have thought through everything before deciding on that one thing in the first place.

Which is the truth. and so I'm cutting my hair! Facing a lot of disapproval from my friends hahaha you guys very sweet lah okay I know you guys sayang my hair...especially since it's very long right now and it will probably take me a year half to grow back this length..but I've stuck by the girls should have long hair stereotype long enough and so what if I suck with short hair/long bob hair?(: At least i would have known that I sucked with those kind of hairstyles.

And ultimately, it's MY hair...I don't like all the DONT CUT OMG WTH, and YUCKSSS WHY YOU CUTTING...I mean I get it, but it's my hair lei, I don't know why you are so worked up over my hair. I'm quite excited to cut it but need to wait for about two more weeks, le sigh!!...but everyone's positive that it will look bad... even my mother lol.

Gotta start bucking on work!!

haha just had another of those chats with zhurou^^ Seriously I'm very amused at how some people are so excited for me, and aww you guys are very sweet lah hahaha but got nothing kayyy.

Went for Rhapsody yesterday!((: Pris was sooo cute ahhh does that mean that I might possibly be able to dance also hehe? During the intermission, Darryl, Ling Yun, Rachel and I went straight to buy food, aiyo we really one pig OG but I love us!:D

Can't wait for my life to settle down..

I WANNA MOVE out of here, but I lazy to move...and I don't think anyone with evil intentions is actually stalking me/I'm interesting enough for people to stalk right??

hehe had a impromptu dinner with GT just now((((: very nice to laugh laugh laugh hahaha

SIGH PIE (dk if I should stand still or run cough if you know what I mean)

and hahaha just called zhurou to tell her cough what happened, and she's so excited for me. THIS WOMAN AH.

I SURVIVED COUNCIL CAMP WHOO HOO.

Oh my I can't even type in paras now T.T

OMG turns out the principle that I've believed in might actually have been unknowingly influenced by Roald Dahl??



OMG OMG. FREAKKYY. I mean, I've always thought that --- a person with good thoughts can't ever look bad. You will have a nice aura, you have bad features, but you affect people in a good way from the inside, and I want to be that. I've always repeated this to close friends AND this (points above) just speaks everything that I feel!!

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Lol, rachel and I need a new song to sing. The past few weeks have been endless And so I'll read a book, or maybe two or three

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Met up with yujia, xiaomin, justin and ian on Friday!((: I'm glad that pri school friends still keep in touch...when there's a will there's a way?:DD

Sigh so many decisions in life:/

Anyway, yep got into council!((: thanks everyone for the support, and for being there, no matter if it's the smallest ways possible, because I really couldn't have survived it without you guys(:

Many thoughts. Wonder if I should shut this lj down permenantly, but am currently too lazy to do so because I think I might have to lock every entry individually and heck I have like three years of entries! Napfa is finally over!(: Turns out that I did become fitter heh heh, I'm the second last in my class for 2.4 BUT IT'S THE FASTEST THAT I'VE EVER RUN WHOO so who cares that I'm the second last((: I've kicked off like three mins from last year!

Am in a sort of anticipation and dread for what's coming my way.

Don't worry, be happy(:

Haha, sounds hard to follow, but is something that I'm trying to make into a habit(: Everyone is entitled to be sad, to be depressed, to be pissed, to feel something other than happy, but let's not forget that life is short, and what's the use of moping too long over it! Aha, during fb chat yesterday, I was telling someone that she's always so happy and laugh-y, and she said, "You are the same, always so smile-y!" And I feel very happy lolol. *easily contented*

Gotta start studying soon, really, I left it aside to rot for far too long.

(BUT omg dramas are just. like, my existence. tch)

Haha realise that I have very short posts.

Anyway, I was reading this analysis on virgos once again and can I just say IM DAMN FREAKED OUT how come they can tell all the small small quirks!!! Bits and pieces that really WOW me

爱音乐，非常怕黑，但习惯晚睡, 喜欢有口袋的衣服，否则会不知道手放在哪里, 喜欢写字和阅读, 状态不好时，缺乏安全感，喜欢躲起来不说话, 爱哭，却从不在他人面前流泪

okay ah, hahahaha I just realise this might be an analysis for virgo GUYS, but a lot really resonate how I feel leh! HAHA I'm a guy omygosh.

I realise that I have a few 'preferences' that have become 'habits' and I'm very interested to see who in the end will find out....cos I realise that I have a fav brand of chocolate, I do something when I'm sad, etc etc.

Hmmm.

IM DAMN SCREWED. Where did my holidays disappear to??! Okay I know where they've gone.____. but when I say I'm screwed, I really mean all the stacks of homework that I haven't done helpppp.

Moon That Embraces The Sun ended! SIGH. Hwon/Kim Soo Hyun is sooo sweeet and cute and gah king-ly.

Had food trail with Clara and Amanda yesterday!:DD My first food trail I think:D but surprisingly I wasn't like bursting at all:/ I even went home and continued snacking, someone tell me what's wrong with my stomach?:O ANYWAY, nice food yayyy but I will blog more after the photos are up on Facebook! COUGHS, Amanda and Clara, coughs (hahahah idiot me, I even charged my batt preparing to camwhore on food, then guess who is the genius who forgot to bring her SD card out?)

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I think this week has been a good week of rest for me. Meeting up with old friends, feeling that sense of comfort that I didn't know I had missed so much, knowing that everyone's being truthful and honest...but I think this also means that I'm over my nolstagia phase, and right now, I'm determined to carry this through:

Make your choice, move on and don't ever look back.

I'm not like quoting this from anywhere. It's just that those words suddenly pop into my mind, and I'm like yep, this is how I want to be. For the past few weeks, I've faced obstacles and despite the odds, I've recovered and made my choices. We won't ever know how the what-ifs will turn out, and so, I'm going to try and be brave and just forge ahead(:

I realise that I shouldn't have mixed in recounts with fangirling posts, because nothing comes out coherent at the end of it hahaha. Ooh forgot to mention that we went to Tung Le yesterday, and it cost a bomb!! The closest I can get to fine dining already, and the food is really superrrrrr nice. Had marble slap too!:D Looking forward to the food trail tomorrow yeahhh.

Me:"Why JC life so complicated, I'm barely one month in and already Person A thinks I like Person B, person C thinks I like Person D. Huhhhh I never even talk to Person B and D that much lor!!"

Sis:"This only shows what you have missed out during your secondary school years."

Hahaha, wise words. But seriously guys, relaxxxx I don't like anyone!! I'm damn taken aback cos lololol, er no offence...but these guys aren't even the kind that I will remotely like?? Hahaha so don't imagine things by yourself okayyy. Hahaha suddenly remember how on Monday, I was declaring happily that I have nothing in my life, no scandals, no crush and then GT/dont know whoever was like I FIND FOR YOU.

Anyway, I realise that one of the main topics in JC is like oh whether this girl is pretty, or that guy is good looking. Hmm. While I don't condemn gossip of any sorts (other than malicious), I really think that...looks don't matter that much lor!! I mean, when I say that I think everyone is pretty in his or her way, I truly mean it. I'm not just repeating some politically correct crap, because I truly think that there will be someone in this world who can honestly appreciate you for who you are! And if you are a nice person, your looks will shine, no matter what kind of features you have. That's what I believe haha. Of course everyone will want to look good lah but it's just that all the constant questions, "Don't you think she's pretty???' is making me a little uhm.